Does a first post need to be perfect or can I just start writing something? That's something that I always wonder when writing something. Being afraid that it isn't good enough or that it's just garbage.
At the same time I regularly watch/read Aaron's content and it always clicks because it feels he is making a really strong point in doing what you want to do for you. While this all makes sense too a lot of people I feel that I am struggling with it because there is a multi-layer barrier in front of me that I find difficult to peel away. This doesn't mean I don't want to throw away my insecurities, it means I don't know where to start. Aaron has multiple posts that get into "just start" and get known for things you (I) are interested in so the logical thing would be start talking about programming, Laravel, personal challenges with people on the spectrum.
Yet while writing this it feels so hard. It just feels like I am lying to myself that there are people who are even remotely interested in reading what's on my mind. Sure writing all this now might seem like I know what I want to talk about but it is mainly me rambling in my head and typing what I hear at the same time so I don't have an excuse to not have anything on this post.
Not even sure how or when there is enough on here. Like should there be written more, do I need to check for spelling mistakes, when published should this be a Twitter post? I really don't know. But I did add links because if people don't like this post they can click around to other stuff which I think is good!
So maybe this should be the end? Really don't know but I'll go with it for now. Have a great one.